Check out: John 17:20–23
I chose this topic to finish my posts, changing my original selection to this instead in light of the Sandy Hook shooting that took place yesterday. (#sandyhook)
I have spent the last two days wrestling with emotions, praying, and crying — and enjoying the beautiful moments I have had with my daughter.
Events like Columbine, Aurora, Sandy Hook, Clackamas, Virginia Tech, 9/11 — they all impact us. They remind me that evil exists and that we can’t fix everything.
But Jesus can. He can take begin the healing through our pain. He is the great Comforter.
A beautiful thing happens after tragedy — people come together, they pray. A resounding call to prayer went up yesterday. People that are not usually one to talk about faith or prayer were praying, attending vigils, thanking God for their life. This gives me hope for our future — that people realize where healing and comfort truly comes from — God.
My daughter, Fiona, spent the night last night with her grandparents. She had heard about the shooting earlier in the day (she is home schooled). Apparently while she was at my parents, they must have been watching the news. She came home and definitely wanted to talk about it.
She said she wanted to call her friend right away to make sure they knew what was going on. Then, the tears began to fall. She said that if she was back at her old school, she would feel terrified to return. I wasn’t exactly sure what to expect, but the pain that she was feeling almost surprised me. I didn’t expect to hear her fear.
She wanted to try and find a vigil to attend. She wanted to feel that unity and solidarity of community to overcome that fear. To be a part of something bigger, to feel like she doing something.
Our country has felt so divided through the election and politics. For a brief moment, we all stop to feel each other’s pain, to hold each other and comfort one another. And realize God holds the key.
While I know that this feeling of unity may not last, it encourages me to push forward — that healing comes through unity. And that Jesus can unify us. But we must do our part. And that really begins with living second.
Love Jesus. Love others. Live Second.